Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Letter to the Editor

Just thought I'd share my singular act of dissent (though not really). I just sent the following email to The Advocate's "Letters to the Editor" section, something I've never felt compelled to do before:

I’ve been reading a friend’s hand-me-down issues of The Advocate for years, and recently he decided to give me my own gift subscription. I was fascinated and surprised when I found my first issue wrapped up as if it was something to be ashamed of. I then found it exceedingly ironic to read the wonderful feature article “Closeted in plain sight” about Yoshino’s book Covering.

I am well aware that many of your readers are unable to receive your magazine in plain view, but for those of us who chose to live our lives entirely out in the open (as your own publication seems to advocate), receiving each issue should feel like the political act it is.

Perhaps you could let your readers choose if we want your magazine to cover for us.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Fashion Victim



No matter what Nick says, it was a hit I tell you. A HIT! Well, at least the birthday girl loved it--and that's what matters. Right Kate Lynn?


Florida Times-Union




My high school is turning 20 this year, and to celebrate, my local paper, The Florida Times-Union is running a piece on some of the students... including ME! Which means my senior picture is on the internet. Eep.

Check it out, though you may have to create a free account first. Sorry.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Currently Reading: Interrogation Palace



David Wojahn's latest collection, Interrogation Palace: New and Selected Poems 1982-2004, has been a delight to read so far. I'm considering writing a review for a friend at Half-Drunk Muse. I recommend it.

Puzzling, Rewarding, Humorous, and Sad. If you like that sort of thing

Poetry Read-a-Thon

In case anyone reading happens to be either a middle-school librarian or an advocate of poetry in general, and in case you are interested and haven't yet heard about the Poetry Read-A-Thon organized by the Academy of American Poets, take a look: click here!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Nico's Cameo




Even if it was really a picture of Ed.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Stuff on Cats


Friday, January 20, 2006

Nick "says" Happy New Year!

Outside the 168th St. Stop


I know it seems the dead should know more than we do,
looking back at us through a needle’s eye,
but the truth is once the eye closes it’s closed forever:
the handle breaks clean off
and there is no longer a way to hold the knowledge
of a hard days work, a girl who once smiled at you
in the street.

Besides, we all know that to look back is to wonder too much.
Even if they could see, what would they see
but a running list of certifiable faults:
a stranger’s dis-ease, a silly war, girls in the street who refuse
to smile. Of course the world is shit
to a bunch of hasbeen ninnies
who had their chance.

Even if they could see, they’d turn away.
So don’t feel bad if you don’t
think of them often, or even as much
as you’d like. You’ll have your chance.
There will be plenty to see and do,
yet you’ll darken your cold apartment
and turn away from the world,
then bite it.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Tanagers: A Crown (a fullish draft)

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

National Book Critics Circle Award 2006 Finalists

POETRY:
THE SHOUT, Simon Armitage
BENT TO EARTH, Manuel Blas de Luna
REFUSING HEAVEN, Jack Gilbert
CRUSH, Richard Silken
THE INCENTIVE OF THE MAGGOT, Ron Slate


AUTOBIOGRAPHY:
THE YEAR OF MAGICAL THINKING, Joan Didion
ISTANBUL, Orhan Pamuk
THEM, Francine du Plessix Gray
FAT GIRL, Judith Moore
TWO LIVES, Vikram Seth

BIOGRAPHY:
TEAM OF RIVALS, Doris Kearns Goodwin
AMERICAN PROMETHEUS, Kai Bird and Martin J. Sherwin
LEE MILLER, Carolyn Burke
LIKE A FIERY ELEPHANT, Johnathan Coe
MARK TWAIN, Ron Powers

CRITICISM:
STILL LOOKING, John Updike
UNNATURAL WONDERS, Arthur Danto
GATHER AT THE RIVER, Hal Crowther
THE UNDISCOVERED COUNTRY, William Logan
WHAT HAPPENED HERE, Eliot Weinberger

FICTION:
EUROPE CENTRAL, William T. Vollmann
THE MARCH, E.L. Doctorow
VERONICA, Mary Gaitskill
NEVER LET ME GO, Kazuo Ishiguro
SMALL ISLAND, Andrea Levy

NONFICTION:
VOICES FROM CHERNOBYL: THE ORAL HISTORY OF A NUCLEAR DISASTER, Svetlana Alexievich
THE GREAT WAR FOR CIVILISATION: THE CONQUEST OF THE MIDDLE EAST, Robert Fisk
EATING STONE: IMAGINATION AND THE LOSS OF THE WILD, Ellen Meloy
HUMAN CARGO: A JOURNEY AMONG REFUGEES, Caroline Moorehead
NIGHT DRAWS NEAR: IRAQ'S PEOPLE IN THE SHADOW OF AMERICA'S WAR, Anthony Shadid

A lifetime achievement award was also announced for Bill Henderson, founder of the Pushcart Press. And the Nona Balakian citation for Excellence in Reviewing (the chance for critics to award one of their own) was awarded to critic Wyatt Mason.

The winners will be announced and the achievement award winners will give speeches in a ceremony on March 3.

Monday, January 16, 2006

Nursery Rhymes 1


Mommy, Mommy


You see I was drinking soda
and I fell into the glass.
The room turned into cellophane;
the sky was burning past.
I called my mom to ask her why
but no one got the phone.
Instead, I got the man inside:
leave a message at the tone.
Pretty Polly, Pretty Kate,
just tell me what to do.
I waited for that tone to sound.
I waited like a fool.
Just when will someone answer,
so, Stranger, I can say,
Mommy, help me out of hear—
I promise I’ll behave.



Among the Radishes

I found it in the garden.
Silly Planet, Silly Seed,
how I found you among the radishes
with your buttons on your sleeves.

The worms were getting closer,
closer. Vamanos!, one said.
Soon the hungry among the radishes
would be getting finally fed.

When the beetles saw them gather,
it was clear they, too, would come.
Little opals among the radishes
to mark which way was home.

Keep your distance, startled scavenger.
I’m no stranger to your needs.
We’re both looking among the radishes
for something smooth against our teeth.

I’m sorry for the trouble.
You’re so brave to be down here,
to be wilder among the radishes
than you can be in the air.

How I love this little garden,
my green grinding ‘gainst its black.
How when I whisper among the radishes,
no one hears or answers back,

asking What’s that in the garden?
Can I have some? Can I, please?

Be my secret among the radishes,
with your buttons on your sleeves.




Hello, my name is Billy and I like to do my drawrings.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Snow on a Billboard

And so the boy woke in a world
Where paper stood for tree, where
Walls and windows stood where
We did. And the boy smiled at all the colors

That were distilled and put where nothing stood
Any longer. Men lifted the forms of women
Above their heads; with cranes, they lifted
Their women onto the sides of buildings.

The boy saw all this and thought of his mother
Whose warm arms were too small for him.
He took the long way to work and looked
To the women. He walked a long way to look.

Beyond them, he could see what he still wanted:
He took his hands out of his coat
And picked which of the sweet fruit pleased him,
Which of the news he could gather into pockets.

He looked up into the brightened sky, fell into the blue
Shapes of the windows, wondering What want
Will I fill today? Which glorious blossom
Will fall at my feet in its new, enticing form?




And he didn’t need an answer—all around him
The people had already spoken. Men’s faces
Paved the way: posters were pasted all the way
(He walked a long way to work) and looked. . . .

But how will I know which fruit is sweetest,
He said, once there were too many to choose from.
Try them all, said his father, taking out a dollar.
Okay, he said, though his tongue was tired and his heart

Was already broken. But tell me why it is
When it’s cold you walk with your head down.
It’s cold,
his father said. No reason more than cold.
And they walked home together, a little less hungry.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Congratulations are in order!

In reverse order of timeliness:

My roommate Nick, the imbecile behind interrobanger, has just informed me that he’s been invited to contribute to a middle-grade graphic anthology due out in 2007 by Viking Children’s Books. Woohoo indeed. If you’d like to congratulate him yourself (which you should!) you can do so by leaving him comments at interrobanger.blogspot.com.

Also, fellow Academites Stephanie Anderson and CJ Evans have been chosen to appear in Painted Bride Quarterly’s Pirate Issue for their poems (respectfully) “Leek-Picking” and “I Recall the Fangs of the Helheim Tempest.”

Finally, congratulations are also long overdue for Sam Amadon’s most recent acceptances at the New England Review and The Canary. You're the man. THE man.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Bad and Evil (Part II)

I posted about this earlier today, but I just wanted to say that I was initially intending to point out the LeRoy situation in contrast to the other which has been far more publicized. But, why not have an opinion about both:

I mean, I think there's an artistic impulse to exaggerate for stylistic reasons--but that is a fictional device. Frey clearly has a talent for conveying the type of story he conveys, and to the obvious enjoyment of his readers. But for those who study the specific nonfiction concentration, it's not a device they allow themselves. Every art-form/genre (or nearly any) has its self-prescribed limitations. Sort of how the OULIPO writers self-prescribed arbitrary ones to focus their intentions.

Nonfiction writers pride themselves in being able to control writing, bending facts and language for their own variable effects, working only with what they have: truth. Us poets blur the truth/not truth boundaries, yes--but we have our own peculiar boundaries, don't we? (Or do we? I'm suddenly unsure--If not, perhaps we've stumbled on yet another definition!) Though sub-genres do. Formal poetry is a good example: when we write formal work, we set constraints for ourselves. Each aesthetic prioritizes constraint, content, and effect differently: free-verse or procedural writers would disagree with what truly matters.

If you're going to call a book part of a genre, you have to obey the rules of that genre. Perhaps as poets our instinct is to enjoy the transgressions: we're alarmed, but rejoice in the alarm: the rules, being conventions, are meant to be broken (or) those who follow the rules are not, in their following of the rules, allowing for satisfying discovery. Fiction writers are freer in that they’re able, also, to blur the boundaries. In short, it’s easy to forget that, in arts (and seemingly politics) “freedom” is not everyone’s aesthetic.

This is all not even mentioning the fact that the Nonfiction Market is so much more lucrative right now. For (what nonfiction writers would deem) a fiction writer to sneak into their pool (where, frankly, sales are better) is an immediate way to get the resentment of anyone taking their role within the genre seriously: some upset that he’s “sold out” with the transgression, others alienated because if America’s book-buying minority is going to purchase one nonfiction title this year it will be his (not theirs) because it’s “better,” i.e. more exciting, because he wasn’t working with fair/appropriate/genre-prescribed conventions (something only the nonfiction writers, some of them journalists/reviewers, would criticize).

With JT LeRoy, however, I'm fascinated with the writers' choice to actualize the persona of their penname, but they crossed the line by making phony friendships with celebrities and supporters, even accepted financial support for “LeRoy” from individuals when it was revealed she was HIV+--I just hope that the money then went to charity and not the individuals behind the act. But I said that in the post.

Just notice that the boundaries are different yet again. This time it has nothing to do with the writing. It was society’s understanding of the writer that was the lie, which was the manipulation that gave the writing an unfair advantage.

But this is all the kind of thing that isn’t worth squabbling about: the book is going to do better than ever so that everyone can see what all the “buzz” is about. It’s good for “biz,” bad for the art; good for the big publishers, bad for the small ones (and those writers who set/follow their genres’ conventions). Bla bla bla.

It’s quite the cycle. I don’t think we’d know what to without it.

Bad and Evil

I'm far less concerned with James Frey's fictional nonfiction than what's up with JT LeRoy. What the hell? Especially considering how much money Leroy pulled in from sympathetic donations once it was revealed that the author was HIV+. Where did that money go? At least Frey didn't fake needing help and have Oprah's Million Little Housewives send in crisp little checks or envelopes filled with spare change.

What Gawker, Reason, and SFGate think.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Top 50 Music Videos Of 2005



Monday, January 09, 2006

Tanagers: A Crown (Act I)

Here is the first draft of the first section of the sonnet sequence I've been working on. I should be posting the second act within a week or so. Let me know what you think.

Tanagers: A Crown Act I

Subscriptions

My brother got my Bloglet subscription handler to work (i.e., that thing in the sidebar). I'm happy to report that not only does it now work, but since I first coded it into the blog, there's been not one instance of spam. If you intend to read this blog religiously, which I can't say I recommend, you should feed your email address into the magic text field.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Billy on the Radio - Three Poems

In case you missed it and won't forgive yourself until you've heard my segment on WKCR 89.9's "Composed on the Tongue," here are recordings of three of the four poems aired.

Undoing
Tell Me All That Isn't Lost*
Nkonde Song

*Ten points if you can tell me what lines I tripped up on. Eep.

For more info about WKCR's programming, check out WKCR.org.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Jeremy and Josephine

Billy on the Radio - WKCR

I (and some friends, including Stephanie Anderson) will be on the radio as part of the MFA Reading Series on WKCR on Sunday!

This second session of the show, Composed on the Tongue, will air Sunday, January 8th, from 8:30-9:00 PM on WKCR 89.9 FM and will also be webcast LIVE! at www.wkcr.org.

Which means you can hear me read from the comfort of your own home, wherever that may be. In case that kind of thing doesn't horrify you.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

My Hundredth Post!

Sigh. How unsatisfying.

Monday, January 02, 2006

Posting the Sonnets

I think I should stop posting the sonnets until the sequence is finished or I find a way to format them correctly. As they are, they're confusing and hard to read (the stage directions are usually chilling out in the right margin, out of the way). I think when I have a more full draft I'll post a PDF of the monster.

In case you were curious. SHRUG