Saturday, July 29, 2006

The Act Ends

THE POET:
If you hate what I do so much then why are we here?
You think it’s boring?
                 I’m            You think it’s all so funny?
Well that’s just great. Hooray for commandeered
expression, for

                        After all, you paid good money,
you should get what you want: and we know it isn’t art.
You want to laugh, to cry, to fake a feeling—
never to think, never to know your part
in it. Or else when you leave, you won’t be leaving.
I get it.
So it’s us who should be locked in our own love,
not you. You want to turn back into bodies, broken
hearts, spoiled by our story. When it’s time to leave—
as if it’s ever the right time
and let’s hope it’s soon—you’ll take the little tokens
of our losses, you’ll carry them around
pretending you’ve lived
                  to witness is to see
believing you have                               ,
forgetting it was us who ended—your clowns.

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Love & Consequence: Process


NOTE ON CONSEQUENCE:

(THE POET gestures to the audience;
THE LOVER returns—both hasten consequence:

one by forgetting to honor Them, the other
by climbing into bed as if to eat—
though
THE LOVER isn’t really hungry either.)

THE LOVER:
So—um—what now? Did you do a scene without me?

THE POET:
You didn’t hear a word of that—did you?

(Already, there’s the promise of an end:
THE COUPLE does. / THE COUPLE doesn’t do.
—though already there’s there a scene with them in bed.
)

(NOTE ON CONSEQUENCE: Thy fruit is red;
thy swifting heart is blessed—or blessing still.
Chamber of languor and myth-making, mend
thy milk seasoning it with water—fill me.
Without your touch the sequence cannot move
to bound into the territory of Love.
)

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NOTE ON THE BIRDS:

...

(NOTE ON THE BIRDS: How rough and worn the weight
of flight—the soul, when gathered, forms its own:
twinned claw and wing, each severed arc, each nape—
all grown inside the body, dropped. Alone
with death, life rises: emblazoned air, trembling
star of hot earth. The fall that forms in the gut
blooms in the arms before the mind, remembering
how dangerous and hard the world is when shut,
opens its doors so air can cool what light
arrives. The chest unhinges, strong from panic,
and the glacier that is the heart begins to fit.
The wind grows sturdier, its skin gigantic.
The sky that was the source becomes the field,
opening, and the ground a hoard revealed.
)

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Monday, July 17, 2006

OkCupid... 58%? Really?

58% pure!

The 100 Point Sexual Purity Test. Tell them Billy sent you.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Veronica

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Sonnets following a kiss

(THE COUPLE kisses, taking their sweet time,
while in the audience some light applause
erupts then fades as thunder might—no rhyme
or reason, just some faithful few—because
rejoicing seemed the thing to do—but no:
they heard among their many some disgust
and longed to silence it, or at least elbow
those standing back into their seats…Don’t trust
the man offended by your love. He’s mad
that his is not the only way: he bargains
with his lover for a kiss; he wants it bad—
so bad he’d force her face into the margins…
Regardless, there they go, their souls on fire.
THE POET tries to count them, but grows tired.)

THE POET:
I guess the love-that-conquers-all’s a dream.

THE LOVER:
No. That’s as close to forfeit as I’ve ever seen!

(The crowd that hears him answers with proud cheers.
Those leaving take their leave with stiffened smiles,
and the rest clap, their gaze intent—some sneer
at those ascending up the angled aisles,
but most sit graciously in waiting, paused
as if for a kiss. THE COUPLE looks on, bored.
But then, through darkness and its ebbed applause,
some men and women enter from the doors
to the lobby and claim the empty seats.
They quietly look up onto the stage
as if arriving late, each breach discreet,
their hearts already eager to engage.
THE POET, baffled, squints and shades his eyes;
The bright lights make him tear. It’s no surprise

that he climbs down into the darkness, off the set.)

THE POET:
What is this place? Who are you, with your calm
and your programs? I don’t believe we’ve met—
and yet you thunder like a loyal storm
beyond the lights, existing separately
so we can’t see and thank you. Houselights? Please?!

(THE POET calls into the ether, eyes
adjusting to the dark, pulse slowing down.
And then, responding to his desperate cry,
The houselights rise. Nobody makes a sound.
Some in the audience seem quite amused,
but others shift uncomfortably, not used
to being seen, arms tight against their chests.)

THE POET:
Well thank you, strangers; I wish you all the best.

(And from the gesture, THE POET flees again,
this time into the lobby, to the street.
THE LOVER panics too: alone, he bends
to climb down from the stage. The birds repeat
their glorious song; they call for him to wait
with a red rush, pleading from high in the air.
THE POET bursts back in, his stance sedate.
No longer out of breath, he gently goes to him.)

THE POET:
You’ll never guess. The line’s around the block.
They’re begging for these guys to let them in.
I said the house was full, but they won’t stop.
I said I’d ask. They said it’s worth a shot.

(THE LOVER, baffled, looks past him and nods.

The floodgates open; people fill the aisles,
fitting where they can. And quietly.
Looking out over the sea of smiles,
THE LOVER laughs, unsure how proud to be.)

THE LOVER:
They’re here for us? They want to see the show?

THE POET:
Well not for us—it could be anyone:
the hunger drives us each to learn, then know
what love is like (when it is love)—and none
deny it, though they may not be as free
to witness it, or free to share it here—
or to know even how to share it. We
are gifted in our love, yes—but we’re queer
in that we’re welcomed into lovely view.
And with its blessing, loved—as I love you.

THE LOVER:
I didn’t catch a word of that. But thanks.

THE POET:
I’m just saying. They’re here but not for us.
We each arrive for any chance at love,
even someone else’s. It’s enough.